Hey !!

Sue McDonald on Mon Apr 22 2013, 01:13

Hey Mum and Dad, did you know
I'm a child that you can't show
You've hurt me deep, seems purposely
what is sad, is, you won't see

That I am sad, not in a mood
not being a rebel or wasting food !
Feel sick with hurt and confusement
my mind is turning with torment
what happened in a ''family'' home
was wrong, wrong, wrong, I have a right to moan !

You hurt me deep you hurt me real
You seem to have halted my right to feel
feel the pain thats now deep inside
a pain I always feel the need to hide

I love my self ? Am I worth it ?
Who said those words ? Was it me or it ?
I can feel good and know I should
but when his words come floating back
I know again, I'm under attack
from deep inside , where I'm so scared
where love and feelings have to hide
Their locked up tight and can not show
I've been abused ! BUT ...Your not allowed to know !!!!

© By Sue McDonald ............22/04/13.........( 1992 )

mikeschultz on Fri Apr 26 2013, 16:20

You dear, sweet lady, I share some of the pain you describe, but I can't tell. You've done a heart-wrendingly super job of bringing those of us who know to the brink of understanding. Thank you. give flowers

Lucie on Tue Apr 30 2013, 23:56

I hope etching deep within the page
releases pain and hurt n rage
I pray the scars you fear be seen
burn hard on those whose act is mean
The angels know your heart is blighted
and soon comeuppance will be sighted
Trust in love and friendships made
you're someone great. your light cant fade

Huge hugs Susie-Sue x